ENKI Education - Our second grade has arrived

I've been reading and preparing for Ryder's second "grade". ENKI Education is our choice for the overall feel of our "curriculum" and philosophy. The process is called Developmental Immersion-Mastery. I believe I have resonated with this so completely because it is what has been missing in my own life. Beth Sutton who is the director and founder of ENKI Education and what she has put down in writing for the "teacher" is a gift for every mother, parent, teacher and child.

Most of my life has been about competition, doing the "trained seal", completing items on a check list, getting to the next rung on the ladder or level on a bridge. I have missed out on so much real life and learning and rich wisdom and experience because of this  false idea of life. Achieving some state that truly is an arbitrary marker some one made up. To fall into that trap is sticky indeed. To know that I am so grateful to have been able to free myself from that trap and allow myself to evolve natively, organically - that's the real treasure. I am so grateful to have ENKI Education for myself and my children. I realized just now that I will lovingly treasure these for my children's children as well. That's new. I have been in a state of getting things checked off and done for too long, I had forgotten (well it feels that way as it feels like I am remembering now) how to savor and let the real richness and quality sink in. It's easy to do when there is so much stuff in terms of quantity to get through.

(A lot of what I am working through is my many years involved in "the church" where there was an exorbitant amount of stuff written that was required reading. But so much of it inapplicable and out dated and just plain nonsense. But I had agreed for long that it was the truth and the only truth so I had been in the habit of denying my own truth and making someone else's more important, more valuable and even trying to somehow justify that it was the highest truth. Ick. Ya, ICKY is a good word)

I AM SOVEREIGN